We had a big, last minute decision to make.
When we discussed possibly hosting JV again, Jason and I thought we were told that he would not be available during the summer. This was good for us, as we looked ahead at the prospect of another international adoption, and as we braced ourselves for the adjustment period with James. But then, we received an email from the hosting agency confirming whether we did or did not want to host JV. That’s when we realized it was actually an option and that we had a hard choice to make (in one day).
The cons, as I saw them:
- James is still adjusting and we are all still getting to know each other.
- Saving for the adoption(s) is already a task.
- This could be disorienting to have James experience being an only child, brother, only child, brother in just a few short months.
But the pros:
- Ukraine is a hot mess right now. There is the (Lord forbid it) possibility that this might be THE chance to see JV again.
- The boys will get to meet and we will get to love them both together for at least a short while.
- JV will get to see his friends and family over here again and not be sent to a camp for the summer.
So we prayed, and we asked you to pray, and we asked for clear discernment and leading. We are so grateful to those of you who offered your encouragement, advice and support. Your responses were answers to our prayer, and ultimately money should not stop us from doing what feels and seems to be what we are being called to. My faith is so much smaller than I would like, or would like to think. The entire story with JV has been propelled forward by choices and people beyond our control…
And so it continues. He will be joining us all again for July(ish). Now we will pray that we can see and rejoice in God’s hand in our lives, that we are as grateful as we ought to be to Him and to you for your love and kindness, that JV is as thrilled about this new development as we are, and that James would be prepared to meet him. We are also waiting to hear back from Lifesong about a possible matching grant that would be an amazing way to double the worth of folks’ donations! Thank you for joining us during this crazy, but beautiful time.
My prayer tonight: